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Suicide and guiltIt annoyed me when you talked to me
It hurt when you laughed
It stung when you pushed me
It roared when you punched me
It stabbed when you slapped me
It made me cry when they didn't believe me
It made me happy when I stabbed myself
And you ask yourself why?
Ghost in the mirrorThe only pain that I see is yours
The only tears I see are yours
The only one screaming
Wishing for help is you
The only insecurity that I see is yours
The only sadness that I see is yours
The only one screaming
For helping in the the night is you
The only cold glare I see is yours
The only ghost eyes I see is yours
The only love
The only pure hatred i see is mine
I am the reason why you're sad
I am the only that made you so cold
I am the demon that threw away your
I am the one that gave you
And I am your ghost
I am your friend
I am your lover
And also your angel
Am the reason why you are what you are now
And that is why I had to go
Had to leave you
Go on say it Go on yell it!Go on say it
Go on yell it
I know you want to
Yell all those hurtful things about me and my race
Be cause we're different, I'm different, he, she, all of us are different
Yell that I'm black!
My skin colour doesn't represent me
Yell at my personality not my looks
be stereotypical to me
Just because your scared!
You yell that I'm the one who did this
I hurt them
I'm not supposed to be alive
Yell that I'm a freak!
Accuse me of all those things
Insult me, cuss at me, hit me, punch me!
Just because your scared
And when you get hit back
When you get hit
You'll run to me
Scared, tail behind your legs
You'll ask for help
Well SCREW YOU!
I should say
I'm not like you
Because I'm not like you
I will not hit
And if that person attacks I'll let it happen
Because I'm used to it
I don't care anymore about emotional pain
If that person try's to hit me I'll dodge and I will cont
dont leave medont leave me
sometimes when i sit alone
thinking to myself
thinking, thinking, thinking
and ill remember you
you wont remember me
no one ever does
im the girl who sits alone
who stays in the back
being left alone
you would stay there and talk to me
and id talk to you
we'd play harry potter in the painted clock tower
youd be snape and do that weird voice
then someone would burst out laughing
no one realises my pain
that i live everyday
thinking 'bout my best friend
leah my friend leah
im on my knees
dont leave now
dot leave me in the dark to cry and sit alone
so if one day you come to this webiste and look at this poem
remember me because your my friend
.....my one and only
Black night pt 1K SO ITS 2 AM IM TIRED BUT IM DOING THIS FOR YOU LOT SO HERE WE GO EITHER YOU LIKE IT OR IF U HATE IT GET OUT OF HERE......IM TIRED AND SLIGHTLY INSANE
Thunder crackled above the nightridden shores of dark mouldy rock,waves crashing ravenously against the ragged clifface.The black sky shreiked petrifyingly as it surrounded a fire.the fire was small but strong it danced gracefully over the moon like it was real.A whimper came from a dark gloomy under-grove of bushes.
It was two wolf cubs.One cub was bigger than the other clearly stating he was a boy,he had a black pelt with a thick wisp of grey going from his grey handkerchief neck to his ash grey torso,the tip of his tail was tinged white which stood out.eyes pure white and pupilless all that there was was the black shines in his eyes.
The smaller cub obviously female due to her slender features and slim face was ash grey she had a black under belly and stripes that faded away as they got further down her body.her tail was tinged black
Okay so i was on amazon looking for animal stuff when i saw it A 41 INCH LAYING DOWN WOLF FOR ONLY $14.99 YEAH! Its coming on the 11th YAY!!!!
Its huge fluffy soft and its realistic
HEYZY FELLOW WOLVES NOW DIS IS A IMPORTNINTO MESSAGEH
THIS CHAP RIGHT HER....LINKY:http://rainylake.deviantart.com/journal/Quick-Giveaway-342334184
Usin ipad herez
IS GIVIN AWAY...right get redyz for it...here we go.....A FREE MEMBERZ SHIPS !!!!!
ITS QUITE SIMPLEZ FAVYS AND COMMENTIO
HOPES USE HAVE LUCKS WOLVES IM REALLY HYPER IVE HAD A BOX OF SUGER TODAY AND NOOOOOOOO SKOOLS CAUSE IT SNOWZYS
BYEZYBYES...ohh look a pennys...its so SHINY!!!
The walk with the worldOkay i no good at the english at times i usually get google translaite I used google
When the time to run is upon us
And we have all lost hope
We have walked on the land like the humane creatures we are
Born of fire, rage,fear
Causing chaos and death
Fore where we lay,
But the creatures
They walk with the land
With no fear or rage
The wolf who listens to the forest
Its amber eyes in which it sees the silver of loyalty
The bear who teaches us where we are and why we were made
The owl who guides us along the path to peace
The otter that swims in the river of souls
The fox that is smart and swift
The dragon in which its fire that burns deep in our hearts
And the cat...the one who teaches us what love loyalty,and how to be one with the world.
In memory of Holly who died at the age of 17 caused by diabetes
And Griffin who was ran over by a car while trying to help my other cat,tigger
And Alex the kitten of love who was ran over by selfish humans that think only of what they want
What if GodWhat if God…
…cares about what you care about?
…was proud of your every achievement?
…actually wanted to thank you?
…is excited for you?
…believes in you?
...keeps His end of the deal even when you don’t?
…sympathizes with you?
…is on your side every time, whether you’re right or wrong?
…encourages your crazy goals that others say are stupid?
…is your biggest fan?
…is still rooting for you?
…won’t forget you, even long after you die?
…understands you better than your own parents?
…loves you more than your own partner does?
…loves you more than you love yourself?
What if God was everything we are looking for in other people, and ten times that?
Would we approach Him then?
Prayer to Wodenwisdom, guile and ecstasy
these things I pray You give to me
poet’s share – sweet Mead from Heaven
another drink of inspiration
Runes are cut from ancient trees
sigils, signs now come with ease
flowing blood and gushing soul
we move along in Frija’s web
the God will teach
as the Goddess shapes us
a union born of polarity
blessed hearthfire’s duality
Wōden, Wotan; Father God
I seek craft and witching words
teach me gifts of sweet seduction
and so catharsis of noble Will
Lord of Gallows, wandering bard
countless dead and so reborn
bring me now to wit’s sweet end
and teach me how to walk again
ending, ending, never-ending
it has no start to take away
born in Aegis, shaped by Aeons
given wit by Odin’s brethren
oh my soul, my life, my mind
I pledge them all to wisdom’s God
to seek and eke, to strive and conquer
and so to rise above the mindful now
I will seek the Overman
the promise of sweet Wisdom throned
a life beyond the bold horizon
Connecting StarsThere are arbitrary lines between the stars
In triangles and rectangles
But everything’s circular
Cyclical, rotating, transforming into
and out of shape.
I am connected to the cycles
I am circular in my essence
Transforming in cycles
The stars cannot be observed without me,
I am stars and the lines in between.
Walking along a dirt path with a bag on my back
Everything I need is on my back
Days and days of preparing; just a simple hike
All of a sudden, a mountain blocking my path
The road goes up; all the way up
The only way to make it over is to climb
Shouldn't be too hard but it won't be easy
The road gets more narrow, the climb gets dangerous
Easy steps to make the climb are now impossible
The rocks are getting slippery, and the rocks are falling apart
Higher and higher I go, the danger increases
One wrong step, I tumble off the side of the mountain
Rolling down the side of the mountain
Hitting my heads on the rocks and breaking my bones
I don't know if I can climb this, I don't know if I ever will
It feels endless and having to climb from the bottom again; I will never reach the top
O Lord, please give me the strength to overcome this mountain
Give me the strength to even see the horizon
O Lord, You reign in the highest and did the impossible for me
There is nothing You can't do
O Lord, h
An Embrace in the DarkAn Embrace in the Dark
Your reasoning is true, you logic right
My flaw is forgiven by ethereal light
Make our scarlet sins bleed anew
Make them crystal as morning dew
And though I sin, I still understand
That all I want is to be part of your plan
Blood so crimson, akin to twilit sky
At last I am free, on angel’s wings I fly
EnlightenmentWaking from your dreams
You see life as a gleam of light
Not knowing which way it will reflect
from the mirrors of reality
You struggle with your faith
Your soul has been torn
As you get up, disbelieving in fate and trudging on
You feel a guiding force that mends your soul
and takes you to a world of bliss
Where dreams are anything but dreams
here one minute...this seems now
to be what's true:
do not dread death
toward end of life
because there is
no There anywhere
you'll not Be dead
you'll just be gone
an absent one
no longer here
the mortal throng
to Be no more
where you've not bought
nor caught the fear
from those who claim
to know one thing...
or too much other
you surely see
you cannot mourn
your selfish self
nor must you run
behind your loved one
to your lord
just let them go
and whisper "Yes"
prepare to miss
as you should
the one whom has now
come up missing
there'll be a day
when you'll be gone
though you won't know
so - mute the souls
who go before
[more truly need]
but likely sense
there's no beyond...
beyond death's door
one shall not see
one shall not hear
nor feel the calm
nor wonder "Why?"
at all... anymore
llp - dA - aug2014
ReconstructionRibcage turns to lead and thick and iron,
a bastardised alloy
that grips your lungs like a vice
and patterns welts on to your heart
if it starts to flutter.
Skull turns to flint and gasoline and matchstick,
a raging fire against your brain,
that makes you sweat electricity
and blow smoke from between your teeth,
and your eyes roll back to watch the light show.
Stomach turns to cement and grit and earth,
churning and setting,
half-formed rock scraping your insides
and carrying you with the slow
rise and fall and rise and fall and rise and fall.
Body tightens and shudders and curls in on itself,
literally breaking your heart,
setting fire to your insides,
churning your stomach just for the rush.
Crescendo blazes in tumultuous turmoil,
rhythm crawling inside of you,
volume increasing, increasing, increasing,
you drop with a scream
and all is quiet and nothing hurts.
Flower Meanings TranslationFlower Meanings Translation
Yes, Come down to me,
I attach myself to you,
I desire a return in affection,
I cling to you, You are my divinity,
You please all, I am your captive,
Anxious and trembling, Bonds ,
Resolved to win, I am worthy of you,
Think of me,
Fate, I feel your kindness,
I will never forget you,
Abuse not, The Heart’s mystery,
Pleasures of memory,
Incorruptible, Joys to come.
I share your sentiments, I will think of it,
Do me justice,
Bravery and Humanity,
A spell, The witching soul of music,
May you be happy.
I have a message for you,
Thoughts of absent friends,
Let me go, Snare,
I declare war against you,
Your looks freeze me,
I change but in death,
My regrets follow you to the grave,
My happiest days are past,
My best days are past,
I have lost all,
I will not survive you,
You will be my death,
my pain, my sorrowmy pain, my sorrow
im not popular
nor thin nor normal
im in the darkness and all i can see
is the darkness of ones laughter
three, four, five
i cry inside
but i dont show it
i try to stay strong but
eventually i snap
what i did im not proud of
im not popular
nor thin nor normal
im the devil
im the thing that burns in your heart pounding against your ribs
screaming to get out
im the thing nightmares are made of
i keep people going when their sad
i make the villans
i make grief
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